Love

Finally 10 lectures has finished. And I could have a break for a short while before the weekly tutorial starts. During these days, something happened. We argue over the pathlab girl. And I actually sent an whatsapp msg using his phone to tell her that she should talk more to her bf than my bf. But I knew that he will sure tell her don't need to stop talking because of what I said because I am jealous that is my problem not hers. When I heard that I was quite angry but when I cool down to think, I had actually quite harsh on it. Then she sent a farewell card in a big parcel, which has the perfume, 2 usb thumbdrive and a dvd. I was really like wtf-ed at it. I read the card and she keep saying that he should cherish me as his gf blah blah. I then calm myself that they are just friends chit chatting. Nothing else more than that. They are like uncle and niece talking cuz she is very xiao mei mei. Oh well, then I am ok with it lo. But I still feel jealous when he got so many friends to chat with. I always tell him you can talk to me but because I sleep early, he don't want to wake me up and chat with him when he can't sleep so he whatsapp his group chat friends and also this girl la. Sigh. What can I do but to accept this as part of him and our relationship? I can't be everyday pissed or frustrated at him for talking to his friends on phone? He has got his freedom. Maybe I am too sticky, every activity he goes I want to tag along. But I very sure know that he wants his alone time sometimes. I can't stick with him 24/7. I need to change on this on my side. If not I will feel lonely when he is not around my sight. HAHA!

Oh well, I still strongly believe we are meant to be together. And we will get married when the time is ripe. But I already can't wait to get marry and be with him everyday. Sleep together and wake up to see him beside me is the most happiest thing ever I could imagine. I really never love someone like this before. The love is so strong that its so unbelievable and amazing. 我爱她，好爱他！