Have you ever wonder if one day someone you knew fall in love with you? Have you ever wonder usually this person would not be the perfect one to be with. We would have certain criteria for a partner. But everytime we found this guy fits the criteria and fall for it, we get hurt in the end. We may have love wrongly, love blindly. But this time someone fall in love with me. He has some flaws, I do have too. But strangely when I knew it from him, I never turn around and run away or ignore. In fact, it all just went well naturally and it seems like we have known each other for very long time but in reality, its only 4 months.
I knew someone likes him and she was very obvious. When he start to be nice to me, I was very scare I fall for him easily because I would not have differentiate whether I truly have feelings for him or just purely he was so nice to me that I move towards him. I try to hide or rather to keep this thoughts deep in my mind before I make sure what I am thinking was right, it is a two way relationship commitment and not a one way ticket again. And yes, now it revealed. He fall in love with me.
I thought after that taiwan incident, I would have never thought such thing would happen in my life. Then he proof me wrong. 原来我可以被爱的。The first thought I have when he revealed to me. We really click very well as friends and a strong feeling that we will be well in a relationship. I thank 老天爷 put him in my life now to come and heal my wound and love me. The saying goes, its better to find someone who love you more than you love him. =x I know it may sound selfish but maybe because I was too hurt in the past because I love more than the guy. Now its time for me to feel loved, pampered. Everything happened within these few days was unbelievable and unpredictable. It may sound silly, but I feel we are connected. As I write at this point of time, don't mistaken. We have not officially together yet. HAHAHA.
I guess I may act differently in person even though we chat alot on whatsapp. I guess its because I need sometime to digest and adjust. =)
A BIG surprise came just like this. Year 2013 wasn't so bad to me afterall isn't it?
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