Its been a month without communicating on anything. No sms, no whatsapp, no fb interaction. I should give myself a clap that I succeeded but I ain't happy about it. I force myself to stop all ties with you yet till now my heart remains at the same spot. No change at all. Each time I miss you, I will remind myself that the last time we talk about getting back together, you said: "maybe not now. you are a nice girl, but not the right one." Now I come to think of it. I was like wtf.. not the right one? Ok fine. Then I probably should not be thinking that you care about me is because you still cannot let go of me, but its because its purely friends' concern. Either way that is, it still hurts.

We are back to the basic - strangers.