Oh well, while I try to recall all the decisions made this year. It was really bad decisions. Firstly its tendering my resignation in feb because I could have gotten performance bonus about 1 month and retention bonus of 2 bonus if I stay till June. This is equivalent to about a europe trip money! Can you imagine that? When I tell others about it, first thing in their mind was probably say i'm real stupid to quit at that timing. Secondly was to decide to go for the taiwan trip which now unintentionally ruin my friendship with a close friend who use to be the best friend in my life and destroy a possible workable relationship with a nice good guy. Thirdly its my hair, perm then cut then rebond and then perm and then cut all off again. What's wrong with my mind man. Now my hair is like grass even though I cut away 1/2 of the damage hair. Its really irritating. I try to look into the mirror lesser to prevent myself to see my hair too long and then decide to do something else to it again. Its too damage. I can't dye or do any chemicals to it. All I need to do is wait for it to grow the healthy black hair and probably let it grow to neck length and that's my max. Maybe this will need at least 6 months to go or even more than that. Its really like waste of money and spoilt my hair. I hate this decision the most in this year. I feel this is a really not so smooth year for me this year. Few weeks back had some mistakes at work, I was really feeling so low. I can't allow myself to make such a mistake. I had high expectation of my work.
I wish this year to pass faster because the next year would be even better for me! :)
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