A no-meaning post of the day!

I'm just wondering. What I get in return for being such a obedient girl, a nice and yet not bitchy person, a sweet lady? I'm been behaving well for the past lots of years, i'm not like those girls who smoke, club everyday, hook up with guys, flirt with guys and go out late at night everyday and come home midnight or early mornings. Being well-behaved = leading a boring life? I really dont know if that's true. Why not I just change, and become a naughty girl from now on? Then i will have hell lots of friends, which i believe most will be guys, then i will be accompanied everyday with friends and activities, wouldn't these be great? Rather than feeling bored 90% of my life right now. Ya BORED. No matter is at work or stay at home, still bored. No one to talk to, no one to hang out with. Or i'm too lazy to even ask people to go out. Or I'm just waiting for someone to ask me out? Or i'm just waiting for a guy to ask me out? HAHA! You know, i always met guys that dont fit my bill at all. Those that fit my bill, are all who like to flirt around because they are good-looking. Even they dont purposely flirt, they will still unintentionally flirt with girls. and some girls are really slut because they flirt back, and worst is if the guy is attached. lol. imagine something happens, then you will feel guilty for the rest of your life. HAHA! but maybe at that point, you feel happy because at least you caught the person's attention, still not bad what. but it is good or correct to be like this? to be a bad person? sometimes being too good to people, they will end up either just make use of you or hurt you in the end. so now tell me, should i be a good girl or bad girl? LOL! of course i know myself, no matter how bad i choose to be or i want to be, end up i also turn back to the good person because its my personality. i'm not a bitchy person and a bad girl, no matter how i try to be, i think it won't be successful. HAHA! right?

Anyway, i dreamt about this dream last night! it was hilarious. I think i was scare awake by the dream because shouldn't be like this between the both of us, no matter is in reality or in the dream. That's why i was shocked and woke up half way through the dream. stupid thought, i need to erase all away! i dont want to do something and then feel regretted again, just like the previous situation. i have learnt my lesson! =P

Anyway, this is a CRAP post. I'm just too bored at home.

I came across these phrases from a fan page in facebook called "60 Things GIRLS should know about GUYS":

A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
(If that's the case, then I think got few guys like me! HAHA!)

When a guy sacerfices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
(Wah, very romantic leh! I wonder when 'my guy' will appear?)

Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
(What's the point man! Flirting all day and think of the girl he truly care. You think the girl will feel touched? Bullshit!)