I know I shouldn't be typing these right now.

Someone told me today about this - if you cannot let go your ex, then you will stay single very long because no matter what type of guy appear in front of you, you will always find the guy not the one you want or you like. Then I started to 'reflect' on this the whole day. I wonder if its really true in my life now. But i guess the truth is, I still can't let go of you in my heart. I tried, but I still always think of you and wants to know how have you been. I am not trying to work things out with you again, but I guess I need a lot longer time to let go of everything connected with you, which includes the memories. Memories, the hardest thing to forget in this world. I don't know, the habit of having you in my world and in my mind, or is it I really love you that much when we were together, that I'm feeling like this even after few years.

I really hope someone could just save me from this 'situation'. Prove to me that there's true love in this world and fairy tales exists. Love me, not hurt me. Ya, patiently waiting.