the herbalife training over the weekend at JB was kinda meaningful for me. its about personal development. they talked about the story of those successful people. then now i finally know the founder - mark hughes. his passion, determination, persistent towards bringing good nutrition to every one in the world. now i treasure my shake even more. =)

last night i dropped my digicam on my floor. something wrong with the flash. like when i select flash and i click the button it doesn't respond and no picture taken. but when i select with no flash and it can take picture. i really dont know why i so careless that i dropped the digicam. the warranty period's over. just realised i used it since 2007. i dont know how much will cost for the repair and how long i have to wait for it. sigh!

so i was on leave today. woke up ard 9plus and then head down to gym for an hour. i only managed to see him for a few secs cuz i passed the chewing gum to him. that's all after four days of not seeing him. i felt kinda disappointed though. then i know about some stuffs. he feels down. i also feel heart ache for him but it seems like there's nth i can do to make him feel better. i hope his career path will be more smooth in the coming days. *HUGS*

i was reading xiaxue blog about her love story with mike. i start to feel so envy for her that she found the one, the right one. then i came upon this issue about committment probia in relationship. then suddenly i recalled my past relationship when i was 19years old. young and immatured, make alot of mistakes during the relationship. like how my concern for the other half becomes very irritating and naggy (as told by the other half). i scared i repeat the same mistake in future relationship. and the committment part, i'm facing this issue right now. i'm not making a fuss out of it, i'm not blaming anyone. and i understand how it feels when one decide to be committed, no matter is relationship or career or what-so-ever. i realised i'm still stucked at one point. i also dont know how to explain my feelings right now. i'm still very confused.

it feels bored when go gym alone. but no matter what, i still have to get used to it and i will get used to it one day. Ya, i hope so!

i didn't know that i'll miss him that much.