Feelings

If you didn't have feelings for me, you wouldn't have done so much things when we first knew each other. That's what I always have this in mind. A friend won't behave like that, a friend won't do such things to me. If that is really the truth, then why can't we be together again? What is it that you are holding back? If Taiwan trip was somewhere too fast pace for us, you can tell me. Was it because you can't let go your past? Tell me. I will wait patiently because I knew I meant something to you at least. Treat me like the way you use to be before Taiwan, that is all I ask for now. Why is it so difficult? To me, you are still more than friends.

You may easily say we are still friends. You want me to buck up and not be so miserable. You are actually pulling me nearer to you and pushing me further away from you because you keep saying its not my fault, its not I not good enough, its your fault and you choose not to have a relationship. You feel love is not about just feelings but commitments. Why must you complicate things? Love is simple. If you have feelings for each other, don't hide it. Show it and be together. Isn't it?

I merely commented on your pic on whatsapp, and you changed the profile pic after that. If you feel I was just a friend trying to make fun of you, then why would you care what I said and change the pic? Contradicting isn't it?