Last sunday, we finally met after all these 'drama' and 'talks'. Your attitude seriously turn me off. So that's how you behave in front of a friend like me. I felt its worse than a friend, its even worse than the first time we came out and have a meal. So now we are downgrading to strangers? After the meal, i immediately deleted the group chat.

My mum keep asking me why I still hold on to you. All I wanted was to have a meal with you because after all these sms-es, I really don't know how you really are face to face. I finally have this chance and indeed I am satisfied ，我甘愿了。。

3 days later, you ask me why I left the group chat. If I would really tell you my true feelings, I think it would be very harsh and both parties will be torn. Well .. I could write it here.. firstly I have no 心情 to face all of you and to attend any more outings, because I don't want to be reminded of you and I don't want to be laugh at or in a awkward situation where they start asking me how are me and you when in true fact.. we have gone separate ways. I do not know how much you have reveal to them, I don't want to entertain or talk about you anymore. My best friend.. I used to have the best friend also stand aside when I told him about it, no concern, no console, never talk about it or find out from me. This is the 2nd hurtful thing that could happen in a true friendship.. many years of friendship because of this shit.. we became awkward too when meet up during poly gathering.

对你我现在只有憎恨。I'm angry with you because you make me like a FOOL after all these shit. I'm a human, not a toy or a thing where you can test and return if you don't like it or not suitable to have or use. I feel like deleting all the taiwan photos.. what's the point of keeping those things that make me upset.

Life is short, cherish people around you. But if those who take you for granted or don't appreciate you, just leave them aside. Since they don't cherish you, why bother to cherish them.