Ok, since there's nothing for me to watch on tv, because of the national rally, decided to write an entry. Well, past weeks i was in quite a happy mood because of something. then when i got the truth of something that i wanted to know but i was scare that the truth might not be what i want to hear, i suddenly waken up! stop dreaming and face the reality. i guess the reality is telling me, advising me that i should be contented with my single life now. Sigh! That's the part of contradicting life. Anyway, it hurts till its numb sometimes.

I starting to feel very stressed at work, not because i'm not doing a good job, but there bound to be obstacles in your career path, and its up to you whether you can handle it or not. But i will always do my best of cuz, but i guess the oil & gas industry are always super fast paced and stressed and full of politics and we must be always careful with what we say and what we do. Still in the learning process, i really hope i can cope. Then i enrol the UNISIM bachelor of accountancy for Jan 2011 intake. If everything's successful and i start studying, i will feel even more stress, because its been 3years plus since i last studied. haha! work and study part time is the biggest challenge in my life next year!

I like this phrase: "It's not wrong to give it all for love; it's not wrong to love a person so much. Sometimes, the only thing wrong is the person you chose to love.." Its meaningful!