its been awhile since i updated. anyway, life's still the same. work, gym, home! finally last fri i watch finished the korean drama - 妻子的诱惑! the last part, really very sad! last fri went to the team training, hopefully can get to see this person. but this person was not there, felt kinda disappointed, dont know why! then went home early becuz the next day going nursing home to help out. overall, quite a nice and fun experience. got someone said i looked like lady gaga, got someone said i look like born in the 1990s. haha!

oh ya, something happened in my life a week ago. though i tot this kind of storyline only happens on those drama series. but it happened to me in my life. the storyline is, after so long finally she met up with the guy for a quick tea break. and he still pretends nothing happens, hold on to her waist so tightly. and touch her face. still can ask her if she wants, can go out with him in the morning. because his gf staying at his house, so cannot go the house at night! you know. this kind of storyline, its the first time i'm experiencing it myself. i was totally speechless after the tea break. i mean, am i so stupid enough to believe that you like me thats why you are so nice to me for that moment, like can't bear to part with me that kind of feelings? your gf staying with you, so if we go out like a couple, then what are we called? how would your gf feel? i really dont wish to have retribution in my next relationship, and neither do i want to have anything to do with you. maybe if i really like you so much, i would be so happy that you still want to be with me. but maybe it wasnt really like or love. i've grown and become stronger after this lesson learnt.