i really getting more and more sick of what i'm doing everyday in office. practically nothing much to do. when my previous job was so tired and busy, i complained about it and hope to find a job that is not so busy. and my dream came true. but it came with a big pay cut. what to do. at that time it was during the financial downturn. i can't expect much. after nine months in here, i start to ask myself, what do i really want to work in life. study definitely not my priority list now in my life. money is more impt. i just want a job that i can learn and gain knowledge and kept me busy. sigh! i really sick and tired of this free and easy life. i feel like i'm wasting my life and my time doing nothing. i hope miracles to happen and find a better one and just go. PRAY FOR ME PLEASE!

CNY was tiring. 1st day went to my grandfather house at boon lay, then head down to bukit panjang see our relative at the nursing home, then head down to yishun to visit my aunt. 2nd day, waited till 1pm then my yishun aunt came to our house. =/ then went to my grandfather house so that everyone gathers there again before we head down to kembangan to visit our very old relative. she teach the maid cook all the dishes very nice! esp the soup, i ate about 4 bowls. =D then by the time reach home, was around 6plus. not much shops open, no chinese food to eat. order this chicken cutlet fried rice from this malay coffee shop. they took such a long time to cook la, my mum and bro already finish eating, my food still not ready yet, in the end tabao back home to eat. NOT NICE fried rice! overall, the whole neighbourhood like ghost town. no shops open, no hawker centre food to eat also. sigh! ang bao money received all deposit to my bank. Told myself not to touch it at all. haha!

Oh ya, the dresses finally came. the postman came ytd. but my bro although at home, nv hear the person knock the door. so i have to go post office to collect it, which is troublesome! learnt a lesson, never buy online stuff during festive seasons, esp if long holidays because singpost also closed which delayed in the mailing. LOL!

this sat steamboat at babana's house! looking forward to it! =D