last night i waited till 11plus then he came online to have a chat. so i can't tell lies to my mum. when she ask i just tell her, a friend of mine from gym. then she started saying - "dont you ever be in a relationship with a malay guy!" "the most stupid thing is the chinese marry a malay guy!" and she goes on and on nagging at me just to tell me, dont ever be too close with malay guys because they are all bad ppl. she really cannot accept this fact that in the society now, its ok to date other races. ya, i agree that most malay guys are not good. and also have alot of problematic malay families ard out there. then i ask myself, what happened if i really have a malay bf? i bet she'll very extremely mad at me. but what can we do when love is blind. i really dont know how to face her, if one day i really have a malay bf. how! i still remember how frustrated she was last time when i was with a mix. can i just tell her.. "its my life, let me choose what i want. if in the end it didn't work out, its still my life. and i will accept whatever outcome." sigh! i don't dare to debate abt chinese & malay relationship becuz it will make her more angry. suddenly i felt i don't have freedom.