why does it still feel so painful.
why must this happen in my life.
why do i have to go through this.
why must you make me give up.
why do i feel my heart being tear apart all the time.
they ask me to let go.
they tell me time will heal.
they ask me not to think too much.
they tell me to move on.
do they know how hard is it for me to let go.
do they know how painful it is for me to move on.
do they know i can't control what i think.
do they know how i feel everytime.

i really feel so suffocated in me.
i couldn't control my tears.
i tried my best already.
i feel really tired. very tired.
i just couldn't control the tears...

"sometimes love is so unfair, the more you sacrifice the more you hurt, and when you've given your best to someone you love, it seems not enough till such time come, you had no choice but to give up.."