Last blog entry was just talking about him. And then who knows this taiwan trip ruin all the effort put it. I was the one being let go AGAIN.. ya its always me being let go. I don't blame anyone, I could only blame myself. Why did I in the first place want to go this trip, and who would expect would result in a ending like this.

Its hurtful but there's nothing I could do to make it better. If I keep pushing you, you would feel pressured and you will be further and further away from me. I don't want that to happen.

There are many thoughts I wanna blog.. but I don't know where to start.

All I know is, I feel its a pity to end everything like this suddenly. I know you don't want give me false hope. I know right now, rlsn isn't your priority. I know you are frustrated because of this. So I also choose to let it go as well. And I hope you would be happier like this.


Everytime.. I lose to time.
The past rlsn.. I lose to time.. I can't fight against someone he loved for more than 8years.
This time.. I lose to time.. Wrong timing of this chance.. And not forgetting you have not fully let go your past love.

我每次都问我自己。。要好好被爱，简简单单谈一场恋爱有那么难吗？
当我看到别人在一起的时候，我真的好痛心。
我以为已经看淡爱情。但我可能错了。
时间会冲淡一切，但伤口一直都在。是不会忘记的。