I felt like I was blinded.
In fact, I am still holding on.
I know there will not be any happy ending, unless miracle happens.
But you know why I hold on.
Because it was a miracle that you will come and talk to me in the past.
It was a miracle that we did like each other.
It was like a dream coming true.
The feeling was fantastic. Unbelievable.
But then after a month, things happened.
To others, you had used me.
To me, I know you had no choice but to let me go.
Each time we meet although we had part.
Your concern towards me. I can feel it.
I really can feel that you still like me.
But not as much as you love her.
I always ask myself each day why I am so silly.
Everyday I think of you. Even during exam periods.
How stupid can that be...
I tried very hard and my very best to stop these.
But my stubbornness kills me.
I don't want to give up yet.
I still believe there's a little chance to make it happen.
But reality says different things.
I really don't know how should I feel, what should I do.
Why must this happen to me...