Sometimes I really don't understand myself why am I torturing myself like this.
Why would I allow myself to be stuck into this kind of situation.

I cannot control my tears, I cried till I sleep last night.
I am crying while I typing this entry.

I really don't understand myself anymore.
I am just hurting myself if I choose to continue.
But I will also be hurt if I choose to end.

It just hurts and crying is all I can do to make myself feel better.

Don't ask me what happened. I really don't wish to comment anything.