I talked to him about the issue again.
End up I cried myself to sleep last night.
I have never blame anyone except myself.
I seriously don't know what decision I should make,
although I know ending it is the best way.

"True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is one way of saying I love you."

I know its silly to carry on.
But you are not me, you wouldn't know how I really felt'
Don't judge me, and don't criticize or give cold blanket.