This week felt like crap at work. Its hard not to be affected by the stress at work. I felt so stress for the past whole week. I felt like crying so badly. But I told myself, I'm matured enough to handle this, I must find the motivation to work even better. But the stress on me was too heavy that I can't control my feelings. I start to have the thought of how long can I stay in this kind of stressful environment. I really just hope that things will get better in future.

Sometimes I felt like crying out wholeheartedly so that I will feel much better.

Yesterday went to Sengkang for Missy's farewell cum baby shower dinner party. I was there early to help to prepare the food. It was my first time stepping into sengkang. So I decided to take bus home instead of mrt, then when I sat down in the bus my paperbag was wet! It was because the prawns poke the hole in my zip lock bag, then the sauce leak out. I was like so frustrated! Lucky I got another plastic bag, spoilt my whole bus journey! I left at around 9pm and I reached home ard 11pm! It was a freaking LONG bus journey! Regretted totally!

Missy! Miss you!! Hope I can go Philippines next year to find you and we go to the beach together! =D

Sometimes I prefer straight forward character because the person can be frank with me, because I dislike that kind of guessing game. If yes means yes, if no means no. But I can't even be straight forward with my feelings. Oh well, contradicting isn't it.

Once bitten, twice shy.