Sad to say, my period came ytd. Which was least expected. Because it came so early! How to enjoy sat when i'm so tired from this? How to enjoy myself at the training and dinner party? I'm trying to stay happy but it doesn't help. This morning my GM ask me go buy coffee/barley/food for him. Its not i'm complaining because he's my GM. But he always pass by that coffee shop in the morning, but he still ask me to buy for him when he arrived in office. He's really lazy ok. Sometimes he ask me to buy lunch late afternoon under the hot sun, sometimes he ask me to go mcd and buy sundae ice cream for him. Dont you think its too much? He's really lazy until i got no words to describe. Which pissed me off real badly this morning. Bad mood! I should have just given two weeks notice instead of one month, so that i can slack at home for two weeks. =/

Anyway, birthday is getting nearer and nearer. Suddenly i feel so down, like its going to be over soon. I wonder who really still remembers me. Mood swings now, feel so emo.

Who doesn't want to have a guy in her life who will love her wholeheartedly and never make her cry. So where is mine! Every time i listen to the song "Beautiful Love", i always wish a guy would prove to me that LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL in this world of mine and the greatest happiness in life is to be loved by him!