I'm really bored now! Because missy is not in the office. Ytd went to clark quay for lunch, had my fav spag again! *yummy* then she wanted to try her black and white shot with her motorola milestone. there was flash and shutter sound! i felt so paiseh for a minute! But the picture turn out nice! =P Oh ya, ytd 3pm my manager ask us to go home because there was painting outside the building and it was really smelly, i think the smell of thinner. i can't even breathe properly! so when i was alighting from the bus, there were those malay boys (kids) on the bus. then one of them told the other friend in malay (obviously i dont understand), but he was pointing at my dress, and i heard the word 'swimsuit'! BINGO! They were laughing at my dress! *GRR* I got to admit, that dress isn't really comfortable and the design, really look like swimsuit! Don't ask me why I buy! HAHA! Its online shopping la. Anyway now i've learnt, i won't buy this kind of material anymore.

Ok, so back to what I intend to write today. My manager was asking when was my last day again, and the new girl will be coming in the week after. Suddenly i realised, its less than 2 weeks before i report for my new work and environment and people! all my friends know that i'm really quiet when you first know me. i 'hate' to interact with people. i don't socialise. blah blah! i'm freaking nervous as the date gets nearer because i have to start everything all over again.

There are lots of changes in life. Like from a girl to a lady and to a woman. Like from being single to have someone you love and being loved. Sometimes you get used to it, then when you have changes in life, you will need time to get used to it. Sigh! Starting to feel sad now. HAHA! Because used to be very happy being loved and having someone in your mind/heart and your life. suddenly this person changed, and leaves, you felt so lost! Yes, lost is the word! I was freaking lost when I broke up with him. Like as if my world is crashed! I took a freaking long time to adjust back my life. I think its true when people says the first cut is the deepest. INDEED! Now, i'm so used to my single life. But still wants to be loved. Who doesn't want to be loved! When you have totally let go, then you can move on. Ya, you are my past and will always be my past. Anyway, i just dislike changes in my life, time taken to adjust myself to the new environment and new colleagues there. Even just by thinking, i also feel so nervous and stressed. I will miss my freedom here, no more time for facebook, msn. I will miss Missy the most! I think I will cry on my last day with her here. Sigh! But i know this change would make me a better person. Be it money wise or knowledge wise. HAHA! For things to change, you have to change. For things to be better, you got to be better! I always remember that.

Ytd my mum and brother have a nagging session again. And me? Stuck in the middle! He everyday come home, then rush to ntu hostel to meet gf. Not tired meh! Meet everyday not boring meh! HAHAHA! I always tell my mum, you know why? Because LOVE IS BLIND! Perfect answer for questions about love.

Woah! Seems like a long post eh. =P Anyway tmr after work meeting with my ex-colleagues! So long never catch up with each other! Can't wait for it! Weeee~! =D

Someone said I look like a tweety bird! But I know I look more like chicken little! Hahaaha! Ok, back to watching my CSI now!