That tuesday I really gave him a fucked up attitude look and just walk past him. Then I feel very pissed because ever since I knew the truth from him, I kept quiet with him. Then that day I cannot contol anymore. I sms him and tell him how I felt. I told him that I was very angry with him because he lied. And what's the point of telling me he wants to enjoy single life and dont want to be committed in a rlsn. Then he replied. Telling me that he was really sorry, didn't expect things to become like this and its a three yrs rlsn for him and that girl, its not easy to forget. It hurts la, the explanation he gave me. But I felt kinda relieved because all I want is to hear the explanation from him and also I told him how I really felt. Since he already gave me the explanation, its time for me to really move on and let him be happy with his choice. But we are still not talking when we see each other in gym. I think it will take some time before returning to friends status. Haha! Anyway, I'm really alright already. No more crying, though it still hurts abit but I think it will be fine after a while. (:

I really very tired, mentally. Now I really believe that, don't go and find love, let love come and find you. And if the guy can easily get you, he won't treasure you. Oh well, I will just wait till one day love comes. I don't want to think so much anymore.

简单的生活，简单的爱情。