i really felt pissed, angry, fucked up when i know the truth of something. if i'm a nasty person, i think you should give me an explanation. but i did not do that. instead i told him - "hope you two have a happy ending". as much as i wanted to hate you for not telling me in the first place, i really want to hate you. i felt like being betrayed. i felt stupid of still thinking something might work out. you will never expect me to talk to you when i see you.

i'm feeling much better. not so sad anymore.
all these have ended. its time to move on with a smile.