"Once someone told me that, even if he break up with the girls, he's still friends with them. He believes that when both parties are not together anymore they can still be friends. But the question is how many people can do it and how many people want to do it. I personally dont believe his sayings because i do see people, after break up they are like total strangers to each other. no more friends and no more contact. but at the end of the day, maybe the person still in your mind because there's no way that he/she will just disappear from your life just like that. Especially if you both were once very good friends and develop feelings and then out of relationship. its even harder to go back as friends. i feel that if both parties can be back as friends after break up, that probably means that they dont love each other deep enough in the past. Or he/she dont love him/her deep enough. because i feel that if he/she really really loves the other partner alot, he/she will not have the courage and tell the heart and mind that they are back together as friends only. its rather cruel to do that to someone who treats the other person not just a friend but someone he/she really loves."
2years2months and i still cant make u disappear from my mind.
2years2months and i still care about u.
2years2months and i still feel the hurt in my heart.
sometimes i really wonder if ur life really became better without me.
and i sound so foolish by thinking of that and writing down here.
i dont really care whether u get to read this.
because i can feel that i do not exist in ur mind and life anymore.